Dear John letter: from a broken hearted woman to a cheating, deadbeat husband.

Dear John,

I'm writing this with a heavy heart, torn between love and unbearable pain. Our relationship, once my sanctuary, has become a pathway to hell, filled of lies and deceit. My perfect husband not so perfect at all.

I know the truth --- about you and my best friend. The memories we shared, the laughter, the long warm nights, staying out late to watch the sunset, a beautiful baby boy and now the tears! -- all tainted by your deception. Every moment we spent together now feels like a lie. 

A fantasy -- so unreal, our relationship was like a mirage – promising, yet nonexistent. Now I think about it your  words were as empty as a hollow shell. And because of how naive I was I failed to realise that our relationship was a masterfully crafted illusion, an elaborate facade.

Your actions have shattered me. I'm left with a hollow ache, I'm like a dry coconut rottening on the inside. A constant reminder of your infidelity. The trust we built is irreparably broken just like my heart that is now a shattered glass of hurt.

Despite my love for you, I must let you go. Staying would mean surrendering my self-respect and dignity to a shameless boy with no respect or gratitude for anyone, not even himself. I deserve better than to be cheated on and lied to.

Your betrayal cuts deep, but I won't be held captive by the pain. I'm releasing myself from this toxic cycle. Please just let me be, I need space and time to heal on my own. I loved you and still do, truly and deeply. But I love its time I love myself more for a change and I choose freedom from the agony you've caused by your treachery.

Please I am begging you to be honest and don't justify or denyit ; because actions speak louder than words. And your actions tell me that I am not appreciated hence,. therefore I will leave you be with the person you really appreciate.

Even though this is goodbye, I still love you and wish you all the best in life and after that. Be happy John......and no matter what may peace and happiness be with you.

Farewell,

Broken Hearted,

K.C